Do you ever wish you had an evening or two to yourself? All by yourself?
That seems to often be a fleeting thought to new moms, seasoned moms, wives, husbands, and roommates.
I am not talking about losing someone for good or forever — I mean, getting rid of the nonstop chattering, crying, whining, chatter of your household. Peace and quiet for just one night. An evening to do whatever you wanted. Watch whatever you want. Eat whatever you want. Write or paint or do some research without disturbance.
Then suddenly you have that opportunity. The kids are going by grandma! Hubby or wife is going out to dinner with friends! Husband is hunting or wife is at a seminar. You have the whole afternoon/evening free!
Oh, the things you will do! The projects you will start/finish! Now you can finally watch that R rated movie you couldn’t with kids around. You can make that shrimp/pineapple pizza you wanted to try or make yourself an ice cream sundae and not have to share!
Then the time comes.
You are like a zombie.
Don’t know what to do first.
So you start with having a glass of wine or soda. You look at the pizza ingredients — you’re not sure you want to waste time making something from scratch. And all that clean up! A ham sandwich would do just fine.
Then it comes to projects. There are so many! I’ll write. No — I’ll finish cutting out that pattern. But then you spot the movie you’ve been waiting to watch. So you decide to watch the movie, then write.
But there is a pile of laundry in the washer and your kids will need their soccer clothes in the morning and while you’re changing around laundry there are a few dishes you should really put in the dishwasher.
You didn’t mean to get so sidetracked so early in your freedom. But do just a few little things and your guilt won’t be so heavy. After all, even though you did promise to make a cake for the party tomorrow, you can always pick one up at the store …
And so it goes. The movie isn’t as good as you thought it would be. You couldn’t think of a thing to write. Grammar was boring. You’ve already watched Downton Abbey or Game of Thrones a hundred times, so no power watching there.
You get an upset stomach from the wine, and really wish you would have made that pizza. That bubble bath you promised yourself suddenly feels like a lot of work. Maybe just pj’s and to bed early with a good book. That’s it — you’ll read all night!
Five minutes after you climb in bed you have to go to the bathroom. Fifteen minutes later the dogs need to go outside. You start to read and the phone rings. Campaign robot reminding you to vote. You find your place in the book again and you find you need to go to the bathroom. Again.
Finally, you give up, turn out the lights, and go to sleep at nine.
This is usually how my “night alone” goes. The best laid plans often get waylaid, messed up, dashed, or postponed.
Don’t let it get you down. The cosmos has plans for you, and sometimes it decides to mooch in on your private time. If nothing else, your sidetracked ideas will last until the next time you get to be “alone.”
And next time tell the cosmos to mind its own business.
You’re welcome…
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Thank you sooo much for sharing!
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Thank you, Chris
I know that feeling all too well… we all need our own time now and then.
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Whe”n my husband is away, I do no work, I just relax and enjoy myself 😀 He was supposed to go to South-Africa for 14 days in September but corona put a stop to it…..
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Hahaha that’s great enjoy and have a wonderful time 🙏🏻🙏🏻😂😂😂😂
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My husband is up north closing the cabin for the season with my son and a friend. He has spent the last few days fishing all day, so I imagine he enjoys his time away too!
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Amen! Tonight I made up for it with a hot shower, clean sheets, salt lamp, and a new book to read in bed!
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This sounds familiar 😀 I love it when my husband is away for a few hours and I enjoy every second of it.
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Hahahaha you said it so rightly and yes once you are alone there is so much to do in the house so where is the time you can go for a lovely and soothing bath or watch tv programme you like and so on. Lovely post.
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Haha… the weekend just blends in like every other day … enjoy..
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Shhhhh…me too …..
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You are my kind of muse! Our hearts are big, our imagination cosmic, yet tied to the our daily responsibilities. Kinda.
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I so appreciate your sharing the magic!
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Those evenings alone are precious. Sometimes I get lost in social media and don´t get anything done. Darn.
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Haha… I’m home alone every day, a sleepy zombie by night, and a mysterious wizard by day…..mixing a cosmic brew of earth, stars and weird faerie dreams
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Reblogged this on Blue Dragon Journal.
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